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Name: kristen
Location: London, United Kingdom
Birthday: 7/10/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: i love the beach so much. i'd lay on the warm sand with a good book and my ipod anyday of the week. you're most likely able to find me at a book store or cafe, depending on the weather. i'm content with a good book in one hand and a mocha late in the other. and the chances of my darling pokie not right by my side (usually right), are slim
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  ainsi je tombe
AIM:  OneLie OneDrink
Member Since:
4/4/2005
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| myspace, kiddos....
www.myspace.com/play_on_her_insecurity
(damn, they're confusing!)
and i just want to thank my friends for not looking down on me for a past relationship. i love you guys! | | |
| i was going through some old emails and i found this in my outbox. talk about a blast from the past...
monkies R french: fine! ok, you caught me, i asked her to ask you
InfectedSum41fan: truth?
monkies R french: yes! once again matthew chandler modderman, you are right
InfectedSum41fan: ...........i missed you so bad
monkies R french: no way, truth?
InfectedSum41fan: i am so fricken sad now
monkies R french: i miss you too!!!!! i tried as hard as i could, but i could never find a guy who's cared as much as you
InfectedSum41fan: y else do u think i would hold on to all ur stuff/
monkies R french: god i missed you, i missed you so much, i thought you were over me
InfectedSum41fan: kristen, there is so much about you i dont know how i could ever 4get
monkies R french: i know!!!!!!!! you too! i tried, i tried so hard, but i couldnt! god, i'm crying
InfectedSum41fan: you know, i tried too....i think i had like 5 gfs this year and you know what? i found nothing inside of them?
monkies R french: i know what you mean, exactly, no one listened like you, i felt empty without you
InfectedSum41fan: i cant put how i feel into words
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monkies R french: oh, by the way.... one last thing
InfectedSum41fan: k
monkies R french: grrrrrrrr!
no more regrets, no more tears. my eyes will be dry tonight.
it's a good feeling | | |
| just got back from guitar lesson. they're so much fun. the bar 6 chords are kicking my ass, but i'll show them who's boss. maria taught me how to say hello in greek - yasou - it doesn't sound greek, although i wouldn't know
not sure if i want to be on the flash or whispering minds next year. if i join the flash, i'll probably just write or take pictures. but if i still with whispering minds i'll probably be an editor....
went over to john's on sunday. it was good. watched saw II and talked ... alot. i missed that.
found out that mal-mal might move to nebraska! ahhh! its so sad. i've known her for 10 years. i can't imagine hempfield without her. :(
saturday i'm hanging out with eric. can't wait! he drove me home from work sunday night. his car is so awesome. ha ha, so much fun
    
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| it's hard. every single day. it's hard realizing that they don't care anymore. the first person that made you feel beautiful couldn't care less about you anymore. i remember one time, amanda and i scratched hearts onto our hands and it left a mark (that has since then left) and he was so mad. it seems like ages ago. but it's only been a year. as i was reading thought old xanga entries, i saw how much i took him for granted. i'll always have feelings for him because i'm stuck in the past. i need to find the guy that will pull me back to the present
it's hard to see my friends happy, although i'd give up anything in my life to see them happy. as exastic as i was for tina and dave last night, it's times like those that make you feel the loneliest.
and on that note, i had an awesome time with tina, chelsey, dave and isaac last night. we had a pillow fight that was the best non-sexual orgy you could imagine. then tina came over and we danced to some techno music, ate ramen noodles while watching the men's figure skating portion of the Olympics while debating whether or not they were gay by their outfits, then fell asleep about 20 minutes into Love, Actually. what a blast
note to self: never make anyone your world, because if you loose them, you're just left there feeling empty and worthless.
    
edit: please excuse the emo-istic nature of this post. it's almost 1 am, i'm tired and, hell, i'm pms-ing | | |
| i guess i should update that picture since i'm no longer a brunette.... funny story for another time perhaps...
anyway, gilmore girls was tonight. very nice. matt (logan) was especially good looking
march 4, i will be having a book burning of huck finn because it's so aweful! admittance is free.
and i leave you with this:
Keith: It's just that I never want you to think your mom's the villain in all this.
Veronica: Isn't she?
Keith: No, it's not that simple.
Veronica: Yeah it is. The hero is the one that stays and the villain is the one that splits.
Keith: I don't think that's a healthy perspective.
Veronica: It's healthier than me pining away everyday, praying she'll come home.
think about it-
the hero is the one that stays and the villian in the one that goes
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